Like the wind

You were like the wind in my life:  
sometimes bitter cold,  
sometimes you embraced me.

When you blew hard  
it ruined all the fragile things;  
and when you blew gently  
it was enough to move me.

On warm days you were a south wind  
bringing hope and renewal;  
but in the winter season  
I could sense the end was near.

You were never anything I could grasp  
even though I felt you:  
When I reached out, there you were;  
as I closed my arms, there was nothing.

You dried my tears and burned my lips.  
You made the heat bearable  
and the cold even worse.

You were like a dance --  
a sweeping cloud of leaves --  
but the steps were just beyond me.

Friend of hawks! stirrer of deep waves,  
beginner of storms  
and end to my peace and calm...

My wind-vane points the way  
but I can't catch up.  
You were always on the move:  
heading towards me, running away.

I hear news of you.  They tell stories.  
But however far you go  
to my thoughts you keep returning.