Trying to return

I was a fish  
of the vasty deep.  
Alone on beds  
of coral and pearl  
I used to take my sleep.

Until one day  
I climbed up high  
and filled my lungs with air --  
now I cannot dive at all  
except into despair.

I prayed to God,  
"Assist my way!  
I long to know Your depths --  
if only for this bulb of air  
this cursèd gasp of breath."

How can nothing  
keep me from Something?  
This air inside me  
  is not me  
but binds me just as well.

So God answered  
and poked me good  
to save me from my hell.