Love and pain

I have taken Pain into my arms  
for a final kiss --  
no longer shall it sting me.

But then I wait;  
my lips grow dry --  
until the anguish of no anguish  
overcomes me,  
and my arms fly open once again.

It is a pain so sweet  
we remember every bitter word!  
Burned into our memory  
with a flame of love --  
ambivalent, yet fierce in meaning.

It is I, the pale shadow,  
who feels burnt by the sun;  
not I, the blazing glory,  
whose rays reach to infinity.